boring boring boring

You don't connect, its too formal, too distant.
Get out your head and try again.

sickkk

First one crossed off, eight more to go.

Exhausted

I have no fight left in me. Say what you want, do what you want- as long as you don't get too close.

Oh dearrr

Plurk.

Anyway, Live at the Barn- this should be interesting.
Ahahahaha.

And our friendship is fading, that's sad, but i made my peace with it. In the end its your choice, but don't worry too much, i still love you.
and I'm annoyed on principle.

Hollister

The difference between them, and me, is that I can’t run back to my protected circle of friends, who are just as vulnerable to the abuse as me. You see, its easy being crazy and different when all your friends are;



Its harder when you’re the only one.

Whatever

Haa, its like when Ray says 'I dont care'. Theres nothing i can do about it, even though i'm hurt, so its 'Whatever'.
Right now, i'm trying my hardest to make you all go away.
When i'm strong enough, this blogs going too.
But not yet, after all I dont want to forget about everyone, just most of you.

tataaa darlings :)

Nothing like icy cold air

To remind you to breathe.

Darkness vs Light

"You have too much darkness"
That got me thinking, is darkness in a person a good or bad thing.
I'm now having an argument with myself
(..like in those movies where you see and angle and a devil both whispering in said confused persons ear.. )
so, said confused person,


On the Light side of things, we have Janelle:
Don't get me wrong, shes a violent bitch. But mannnnnn, that kid radiates light. Something so small can have her laughing, shes not good with the deep thoughts, she may not be the cleverest.. but if your looking for someone to pick you up- its Janelle.
On the dark side of things, we have Steph:
Her secrets are her own, and there not mine to share.
But if you meet her, look closely, and you can see the dark. Its what keeps her strong and I admire her strength.


Okay, whats your conclusion?
For me, i'm just hopeing the light in me shines through.
and if it doesn't i'll make it

bitchhh.

love love love

Lately i've been feeling a bit broken; then my bestfriends came along and yelled at me, laughed at me and just generally took the piss out of me.
Now i feel better.
I'm glad my friends can make me laugh at my problems. Even though their fuck up themselves, they can fix me.



I love my girlsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ♥

Brillant

There I was worrying. I'm so stupid, when will I learn.
All you two do is disappoint me, here i am worrying over, quite literally, nothing.

stupidstupidstupidstupid.

y'all need to follow Camerons lead

just go for it..
okay!!

Wait, this doesn't apply to you!
Why?
Cause, lets be honest, your a shlaggggg.
Yes, yes you are...
hey, don't use that against me, IT WAS ONE TIME.



Well, at least when we want something, we go for it, I'd rather make mistakes then sit at home wondering,
what if..

And i'm trying not to care

but, its not really working. I'm not quite sure why walking away is so hard, I guess I'm too loyal.
Or that i still have hope.

Thats just not fair

That I'm feeling guilty?



That was the single most perfect moment of my life, like something out of a film.

So what if it was bad timing? Things happen when you don't expect them too, and if i could do it again, i would do it exactly the same.

Hey,

Let me breathe

Kiss Kiss

single is so much more fun.

you win

i'm gone

And whilst we're on the topic

Rebecca please don't go away, i know you'd rather hear these words from someone else, but i'd miss you.

:)

2 months

its gone by quickly, sleep tight Ellie ♥

time to go

empty promises and forgotten friendships.



and i cant watch it happen all over again, sorry, but i'll give you up before you forget about me.
your my friend, but once your in their world..

*Happy Dance*

Fucking finally

Although this reminds me of a similar situation.
That did not end well, at all. But oh well, at least i found out what he was really like before i fell for him. Thank fuckkk for that.

ohh

and while we're on the topic of fashion: America's Next Top Model is such a flop. Simply because of the demise of the 'supermodel'.
Icons such as Naomi Campbell, Trya Banks, Kate Moss, Claudia Schiffer- they don't exist anymore.
Of course there will be the exceptional model like, (urghh) Aygness Deyn, but thats itt.

oh and pleasee tell me where you have seen these plus-sized models Trya, i can't find them. thank you.

Aimee Mullins

If you couldn't tell by her long limbs and perfect features- she is a model.
and a small time Actress
and an Athlete.
and a double amputee

Alexander Mcqueen carved wooden legs for her, which she used to run at full speed down the catwalk, shocking the audience.
This is why i love fashion.

Also

Get off the cross we need the firewood

Hummmmmmm

it was a false alarm, not that it matters.
the Alarms been disabled, smashed up, and thrown away.

also the advice:
'when your looking for it, it wont happen, but when your not expecting it, it will'
is the shittiest, but truest thing ever.
I'm ashamed to have given it out.
Because it sucks.

Ot Ohh

Eek, probably a false alarm.
I hope.
I really really hope.

2k10

YEAH BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

guess what, hes such a DERK. thats right a DERK HEADDDDD.
thats what he called her
because she moved on
alone with sket, schlagg, dickhead.. and derk
bahahahahahaha.
how pathetic eh?

alsoalso, Plurk sucks.