I actually miss you

I want you to fight, i want you to choose me.

But i know you never will.
It makes me sad, i miss talking to you. However there comes a point where, i just, i just don't want to invest my time in a friendship that's so complicated.
I don't know if you care or not, either way, I'm never going to tell you truth.
Cause the truth is you let me down.
I want to be a bitch, to yell and show you that i'm annoyed, but theres no point. if you do care then it will just make us both sad. If you don't care, then that would just make me feel worse.


On a brighter note: i got my hair done; NO MORE ROOTS OR SPLIT ENDS (L)