What a Cunt.

I can't believe how pathetic some people are. I've genuinely never felt so disgusted to be part of the blogging community knowing that blogs such as: http://jmau.tumblr.com/ exists.

What’s worse is that this person is too cowardly to come forward and voice their opinions; instead they hide behind their computers and make fun of other people who are clearly much more intelligent than they are.

I vote we go straight ahead

Everyone is scared of failure. (Even the homework group)
Its all very well being physically strong, but you need to have the strength to move forward.

I'm a great believer in going out of your comfort zone. Doing something that causes your heart to beat, your stomache to drop, and your palms to go sweaty.
Even if its as simple as clicking 'send'



Lets go out of our comfort zone; lets go forward.

Your like stinging nettles

You stung me, all over my legs.
But i still kept running and laughing and drinking.

Its obvious

The honesty in our group causes all the drama.

And guess who started that? Yes, that’s right; i'm the one who started this whole say-it-to-your-face-even-if-it-hurts-because-i-dont-want-to-bitch-behind-your-back thing.
So the one thing i love about my group causes the one thing i hate about my group.
Typical.

It’s so obvious, if we had never confronted Nicole on her thieving antics, all the drama yesterday wouldn't have happen! Then again, can you blame us? She stole from us, not to mention she lies all the fucking time, even when she know she’s been caught out. As Yasmin said, she’s a pathological liar. Henceforth another person has been kicked-out/left the group.
Is it normal that this has happened before?
I doubt it. Though that other time, we had the moral high ground once again. I mean, come on, who leaves their best friend when she’s paralytic and calling out for your help? Not to mention getting fingered by the guy she likes... Whilst being on your period.
I mean, surely anyone else would have dealt with these situations the same way?
I'm using a lot of question marks today. I'm not sure why though; I don't doubt for a second that we acted reasonably.

I suppose what’s getting to me is people feeling sympathy for Nicole when they don't know what she’s done. The thing is she hasn't really lost any friends, we were never her friends because friends don’t treat each other the way she treated us. In fact, we did her a favour. I know that she will irrevocably be happier spending lunch with Suzanne, than with us. Not to mention all this attention.

So don't feel sorry for her, Nicole has gotten a permanent place by Suzanne’s side, and that’s all she ever wanted.         
                                                                               

 

 Steph (the one running)
 Melissa (the other gril standing up)
 Jade (the one eating)
 Rachael (the one with the bright blonde hair and blue bag)
 Me (the girl next to rachael- i have the darkest complexion)
 Janelle (the girl next to me- she has her hair in a pony tail)
 Hayley (half visable in the corner)
and
 Nicole (shes on her ipod and has a load of food infornt of her)


I don’t think anyone in this picture is a bad person, i just think some have a distorted version of right and wrong.

Stand Down

Its only one month till we stand down.
woweeee.
I should start revising.

This holiday i've inexplicably grown closer to Janelle, which makes it even more painful to think that she'll be leaving me, leaving us, in only a month. 'Us four' will be reduced to 'us three': Zahra, Rachael, Steph, Janelle.  Although the way things are going 'Us three' will be further reduced to 'Us two'.  However hopefully Rachael will not kill steph, and things will be just dandy. Expect for janelle going.
 Maybe due to our freindship group being quite small,  it effects everyone much more when somone leaves. 
And its not just Janelle thats leaving! Gee and Hayley are buggering off too!
I suppose everyone has to deal with this -well except for Molly, who i ask in Maths and found out all her lot are saying at Parmiters, bitches.

 It actually makes me so sad though, thinking that i will lose my 'partner in crime'. I probably sound pathetic right now, but i'm (we're) going to miss her so much..

Dramadramadrama

 This evening, after a lot of confusion, I had dinner with the girls. As usual, we we're loud and obnoxious; we're the kind of girls who would ruin your meal. You go out for a nice dinner with your family/partner, order the Margarita (ok you'd probably order something less basic), and as your about to have a bite you hear a girl screech ''HE HAS A MOLE ON HIS DICK'' accompanied by screams of laughter/horror. That’s right; we're those sorts of girls.

In short it was a good night, I found the highlight of the night, was when I tried on Jades 4 1/2 inch heels, then stood on the bench outside the restaurant, and pretended I was a giant. That and Janelle breaking a wall. No, you read right, she broke a wall. All I can say is good thing Antony ducked when she tried to hit him (long story short; Antony’s a cunt).

Oh, and one of our 'friends' tried to steal from us. But don’t worry, she never put it in her purse, ''so it wasn't stealing''.

Overall it was a really good night though.
 I love my friends.

p.s we've given up smoking.

The girls: Melissa, Nicole, Chloe, Jade, Me, Yasmin, Ray, Janelle
(left to right)

Me, in Jades heels.
I know, i'm too cool.

Janelle, with the broken wall.   

Its offical, girls kiss girls.

''If your a lesbian, and you get with a guy, does it count as cheating, or experimenting?''
''woaa, you blow my mind''

Everythings a tad, blahh -what a great adjective, can't wait to begin my immensely successful journalism career-  at the moment. I've realised that i just don't care enough anymore. I've always been a bit of an outcast (okay maybe a complete outcast), which i actually like, i've never really felt like i just had to fit in. I've always enjoyed being different. I was thinking today, there are only two (maybe three) poeple, who make me feel like i truely belong.

I'm not sure what to think of this.

On a completely different note, when you say
'hey you'
i feel violated. eurghhh.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN GUYS ARE EVEN A LITTLE CLINGY.

Yeahhh, i'm going to die alone. :)

I had a dream

In my dream i bought this beautiful blue dress. I showed it to someone- i can't remember who this person was, but i do remember being really excited to see them. Then the dress got ruined: ripped and stained beyond re-pair.

I woke up genuinely upset.

Called janelle, she found it perfectly acceptable to cry over a dress, and comforted me appropriately. She re-minded me that it didn't really happen and i realised my blue dress was still in perfect condition. Cleary i'm the definition of shallow, but, at least i'm happy.

Confrontation

HE'S USING YOU.

Everyone can see it apart from you. Don't go offline, don't ignore us any more. Please, he broke your heart once before, you need to stop. Theres only so many times a heart can break.
Stop avioding the situation and making excuses, enoughs enough.