I think that theres a place, a place i cant quite see, i think that your in that place, just out of reach..
Eleanor, i hope you know how many hearts you broke, including mine. I don't no how you broke my heart, i don't know why your death effected me so much, but it has.
Maybe its your friends, can you see them, can you see how brave they are? Molly, Alice.. do you watch them, because if you do, you could see why they'd break my heart. Have you ever seen such bravery, its amazing.
Or maybe its the fact that I walked home with you, so often, and i never bothered to get to know you properly. For 2 years, more i think, i would randomly walk home with you, and i took it for granted. I missed out on the chance to know you, really know you, and now your gone.
But most of all, i want to apologise.
Ellie, if you can see me from that place, if you can read my thoughts and hear my words, i want you to know one thing: i'm sorry.
I'm sorry i couldn't be bothered to wait for you, i'm sorry i didn't stop. If i had taken the time, to wait for you, to walk home with you, you might still be here today.
I dont believe in Fate, you were not destined to die.
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