Alright I lied

I said in my last post that I wasn't going to blog again till September; I lied. This is going to be my last post, maybe.

Basically I was thinking about the list me and Janelle made and how stupid it was. I mean, when have I ever had some sort of plan? I am disorganised, instinctive and i hate thinking about the future. As Ray tells/sings to me:
'Oh zahraa zahraa, whatever will be will be'
The point of this summer is that we're free, we can relax after our GCSE's. If you big it up its just going to be a flop, and if i try to do everything on the list then i wont. I think the point i'm trying to make is that, well in my life certianly, nothing ever happens when i expect it to.

So i should just try and live in the moment as much as possible.